Cheating.
Okay, so the girl that I’m interested in has a blog. and I read it. I sort of feel like I’m cheating because I get glimpses into her life without ever really talking to her about those situations. It’s strange. Don’t get me wrong, we’re friends and we talk fairly frequently, but I can’t just say, “Oh hey, I read your blog last night! What was that about!?” I’m torn.
On the one hand, I kind of like knowing what she’s thinking about/going through.
On the OTHER hand, I’d rather have her tell me that stuff in person. Problem is she doesn’t tell me. She seems guarded for some reason.
I’ve tried countless times to blatantly show her that I’m interested and either she’s not interested or she’s not getting it. I want to find out which one is which. I’m probably just going to end up telling her how I feel. Life’s too short not to take risks, right? Right.
